We tend to forget things easily as times goes by so that is why I keep blogging about her (my first love).  It is because when I start to miss her, I still can look at my previous posts and remember the times and memories we spent together.

Days that we were happy and sad and etc and because of this,  I am unable to let go of her from my mind. If someone on the street were to ask me what do I like about her or when did I start liking her, sadly I have no answer to that but that does not matter.

One thing for sure, no matter how long it have been, I would never forget about her.

Loneliness is not being alone but feeling alone…

Loneliness is always looking for a friend
It found me once and it has been around since then
Loneliness is never waiting by the door
It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored

Why why was I chosen
Why am I left without

The love of my life
The love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of my dreams
The love that I want
Loneliness knows me by name

Loneliness knows everything I keep inside
My endless thought in the silence of the night
Loneliness is the one who made me see
Aint nobody else who can make a change but me

It has been 8 years.

Though I have only meet you for a short period of time, I just want to let you know that you will always hold a special place in my heart.  I don’t know when can I see you again but I am willing to make any sacrifice for you. I shall let fate to decide. I miss you dearly.

There’s nothing in the world like being young and in love. It gives you the power to do things you would never have had the courage to do otherwise.

It inspires you to make yourself vulnerable, put your heart on the line. To give more than you can give. To speak heart-felt sentiments you thought only existed in old books and flowery poetry. And it can make you forget everything except love itself. That one thing that makes life worth living. The object of your affection… Inspired by love, we can move mountains, make great changes, do great things.

But we can also become so blinded by it that we forget everything, everyone. Even ourselves…

Happy Valentine’s day to all the people who are attached.
I can’t believed that I am mugging wif my uni friends from the morning to early evening.
What a way to celebrate Valentine’s Day.
I am alone to celebrate. Shall buy myself a cake and a rose to papmer myself. Lol.

Dear employees,

Due to the current financial situation caused by the slowdown of economy, Management has decided to implement a scheme to put workers of 40 years of age and above on early retirement. This scheme will be known as RAPE (Retire Aged People Early).

Persons selected to be RAPED can apply to management to be eligible for the SHAFT scheme (Special Help After Forced Termination). Persons who have been RAPED and SHAFTED will be reviewed under the SCREW programme (Scheme Covering Retired Early Workers). A person may be RAPED once, SHAFTED twice and SCREWED as many times as Management deems appropriate.

Persons who have been RAPED can only get AIDS (Additional Income for Dependants & Spouse) or HERPES (Half Earnings for Retired Personnel Early Severance). Obviously persons who have AIDS or HERPES will not be SHAFTED or SCREWED any further by Management.

Persons who are not RAPED and are staying on will receive as much SH|T (Special High Intensity Training) as possible. Management has always prided itself on the amount of SH|T it gives to employees. Should you feel that you do not receive enough SH|T, please bring to the attention of your Supervisor. They have been trained to give you all the SH|T you can handle.

Sincerely,
The Management

Happy New Year, guys.

Looking forward to 2009.

Goodbye 2008.